tajuk tak nak gempak lagi cerita dia. yeah well thats me! ke-poyo-an,ke-bajet-an,ke-kerek-an,ke----an semuasemua yang entah merepek hape2 semuanyalah ada dekat aku kan. its normal for being me! im weird in my own way and i love that. dan kalau anda semua perasan saya sedang lari dari topik yang ingin saya bincangkan. perasan tak? perasan tak? perasan kan. okey lets get back to the topic!
pejam lepastu celik lepastu pejam lagi lepastu celik lepastu? hah pejamlah lagi. okey merepek much! believe it or not. daydream or nightdream. day-mare or nightmare. so my english. wujudkah day-mare? entah aku pun pakai hentam bin keromo jewwww!! 2014 will be born within more or less than a week. yeahhh babyhhhhh seminggu je lagi sayang-sayangku intan permata gunung kinabalu. so yang still sekolah dah siap ke belum preparation nak naik sekolah? yang dah tak sekolah dah siap ke belum preparation nak amek result espiyem ? tetibe kan mak jemsss! saja buat cuak. chup chas hati debar-debar macam kena pinang anak raja! seeeee! merepek again and run run project runaway from the topic. okey enough bebel!
2014 im turn to 18 years old. what does thats means? itu maksudnya wa dah tak sekolah. no need to wear a school uniform anymore. yet trust me im missing all that already! time sekolah ni time paling cun! paling gempak! paling paling paling paling wow! ah aku kata kan. memang seronok gila! lagi-lagi aku duduk asrama. you know the bonding between you and friends? rapat dia tak payah cerita. lebih rapat dari isi dan kuku kaki kau!
next year im going to do some changes, some revolution. because im turn 18. i have to be more matang. more feminin. no terkinja-kinja here and there! terjerit-jerit macam babun terlepas dari zoo. no more! no more! well this december i do lots of research regarding on style and fashion and so on thingy that i need to do to look better me next year!
its not being hypocrite or what or not being myself. just to change myself to be BETTER. jangan confuse di situ. yeah well logically takkanlah aku nak dress up like school girl! even aku memang cute miut macam budak 6 tahun. hamek! perasan tak hagak! but i guess all the styles doesnt fit me anymore. perhaps nowadays budak umur 13 tahun wear make up apa! dress up sama sebijik macam orang umur 26 tahun. nak kata apa? kira okay aku baru nak tukar stylista!
and yeah i have new azam to become a better me! better daughter, better muslimah and most important thing is lebih menjaga hubungan dengan yang MAHA pencipta dan manusia jugak. well im tired of being so damn hypocrite on certain people where i have to be like orang lain. sebab? those types cant accept me who am i. so terpaksalahkan jadi diri orang lain kejap. but not in 2014 anymore. i dont want to pretend anymore! i dont want to be anybody else anymore! kau suka ke kau tak suka ke. itu kau punya pasal. belum kenal aku jangan ikut sedap rasa sedap hati sedap jiwa kau je nak judge aku macam-macam. tetibe kan mak jemss ter-emosi lah pulakss kannzzz.
so wish me luck on my revolution! harap-harap berhasillah ap[a yang aku plan and i will do it better next year!
p/s: sorry terpaksa tangguhkan update on my china tales as semua gambar in the ipad and camera. belum transfer lagi. once done aku terus update.! tak sabar nak share benda best-best macam ni dengan korang! enjoy your holiday while it still remain 7++ days!
nampak macam matang tak gambar ni? terima kasih pakcik google!
~assalammualaikum~
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